Introductions Please

It's 1:30 AM, my 2 year old is asleep, clinging on to my leg and looking all peaceful and angelic (not so much when he gets up and starts his daily mess) and I am sitting here in front of my computer and thinking; how should  start writing on this blog...I mean I love reading and all but I haven't tried my hands in writing. Except may be once when I was 17 and wrote short stories about an Indian werewolf who lived an ordinary life of a school girl during the day and turned into a blood thirsty monster in night ( I know Cliche). I showed it to my sister and she said  "Tor sob stories eki rokom lagche, kono difference mone hoche na" (All of your stories sound the same, there is no difference). Hence this budding writer had to give up her fortnightly dream. Funny' now that I think about it, I know she was right. 

My husband always always asks what was I thinking (whenever I am in my staring at the wall trance). He knows that there are thousands of thought in my mind, about all the random stuff in the world...and the answer I come up with "kichu na" (nothing). I have always been struggling whenever I had to put my thoughts in worlds....may be not thoughts..coz I was good at my work and it was all about speak my mind and get the work done sort of work. I thing I have struggled when ever I had to put my feeling in words.

I may be feeling a thousand things within the fragment of a second..love, passion, joy, anger, pleasure, beauty and whatnot but I am always tongue tied whenever I have to speak. I can never really make them look as beautiful as they were in my head.

Guilty is the feeling I get when can't I sprung up the courage to say it they way people want to hear it....so I have learned to compensate for it. I am not one of those gifted cooks, who can look at few ingredients and come up with a great food idea....but I give my recipes a lot of time and cook them with just one thought.....he needs to feel my love in it.

Yes my dear friends this is a food blog.....I am not gonna rant about my life here and make you see how beautiful the world around me is...coz it is.